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Sunday, 11 December 2011

Dedicated to my late bubu , Spencer Koh :'(

** I wrote this for you on 13 October 2011 .. The day you leave me ..

Dear sweetheart ..
Why you leave me ?
Don't you know how much I love you ..
I miss your voices ..
I miss the way you laugh ..
I miss the way you talk to me ..
I miss the way you persuaded me when I am getting mad with you ..
One year and four months you leave me just because of another girl ..
I accepted what had you done to me last year ..
And I try to consider it as a challenges ..
Then suddenly you add me on FACEBOOK ..
Someone helped me to approved you as my friend because he know my password and my email ..
I saw you like my status ..
And i saw your name were appear there that wass mean you were online ..
You start our conversation with "HII" ..
And I reply it with "Hii too" and asked you what do you want to say to me ..
Then you asked for my phone number ..
But I ignored you ..
I gave you too much reasons because I don't want to contact you anymore ..
The next day when I'm online , you suddenly started our conversation again ..
You are begging me to forgive you and asked me to fergeting the past ..
And I said "OK" and I'm forgiving you ..
You said you want me back ..
And I said I need to think twice before I accepted you as my BOYFRIEND ..
Then i gave you my phone number ..
I text you and you reply my message ..
Then I gave you one more chance to love me ..
You said "TQ SAYANG" ..
Then I smile and i said "OK Bubu" ..
We keep texting and texting ..
Yesterday , on 12 October 2011 you were changed ..
You didn't like usuall ..
You were just like a "BABY" on that day ..
You were so sweet and so romantic ..
At 11 o'clock , I called you and asking you why you didn't reply my message ..
And you said that you are driving ..
Then I said "Ok then" ..
After you arrived at home , you asked me to call you but I didn't want to ..
Then I said let us texting ..
Texting , texting and texting ..
You said , "My love , please bring you phone to school tomorrow ."
Then I said "OK sweetheart" ..
Then you said "OK" ..
The last message from you is "OK"
Last night i can't asleep because I am thinking of you ..
I wanted to call you but I didn't want to disturbing you ..
So I just let it and I didn't called you even text you at this morn ..
When I was on my way to school , I heard the conversation between my brother and his friend , BELL ..
He asked Bell what is going on and Bell said "I don't know what had happen"
When I arrived at school , I am crying all the day ..
I can't accepted those thing ..
But what to do , I have to accepted it ..
Now I realize your last message for me is "OK" ..
Spencer Koh ! I hope you know how much I love you ..
Eventhough you had broke my heart last year ..
Now I realize that we should appreciate someone ..
TQ bubu cause you let me to be your Girlfriend ..
And I really appreciate it ..
Miss the moment when you were with me ..
I love you , Spencer Koh ..
May you rest in  peace ..
Last kiss for you , MUAH at your lips .. :'(

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